Until u hear it from me,the rest are just hearsays.,,
& Sunday, September 17, 2006
To the Family. Any Family.. If you're done hurting your children. Watch this.
Seems Like it was yesterday when i saw your face. You told me how proud you were, but i walked away. If only I knew what i know today.
I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away. Thank you for all you've done, FORGIVE ALL YOUR MISTAKES. There's nothing that i wouldn't do, to hear your voice again. Sometimes i wanna call you, But i know you won't be there. And I'm sorry for Blaming you... For everything I just couldn't do. And i Hurt Myself by hurting you. Somedays i feel broke inside but i won't admit. I just don't understand how friends can accept me, love me, embrace me.. and strangers speak and wish of great things to me. But you. YOU. My Mother. Picking on everyone of my flaws, shaping me to your idea of the perfect son. And me, trying my hardest to make you proud of me.. To avoid the things that i know would hurt you.. If you know my truth, you would know i try.. But you just over see that. And for that girl, Im sorry i left you worried. The blade wasn't touched. I lay there, sogging those eyes to sleep. I need someone. Anyone.
